I have done hundreds of interviews in my life, but few have ever been as revealing, honest, almost visceral as the one I did with Matthew Lilliard on Monday, October 1, 2012. It was at the NYIT auditorium and Lilliard left it all on the floor. It was almost as if he were bearing his soul on everyone because it was too heavy to carry. The video you are about to see is a condensed version of what was an hour long confession on acting and directing and the hard effort into making cinematic art. Thus, we were all given a remarkable and heartfelt look at the work of Lilliard as a director and a retrospective at an actor who struggled and succeeded in making a living in his craft.